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I actually closed my eyes to sleep but then remembered today's miracle that I couldn't wait to share!
..so yesterday, I forgot my identity card to college and was fined quite a big sum. Then when I came home, I got upset and all other things..blah..blah..skipped dinner, then breakfast, then lunch!!
Okay..coming to the point...when I walked towards the mail building of my college, my face was downcast cos I just remembered certain things- Number one was that I had again forgot the identity card. I was calculating the reaction from the 'in-charge' madam, the expenditure (or whatever it is..) etc.. Number two was that I did not do a certain homework which I was damn supposed to do at least to escape the harsh words from my professor..oh my God! You know what..I'm so scared of him to the extent of even crossing him or looking at his face!! ..and Number 3 was that of one of my subject papers that I had recently written a test on. I was dead sure I'd fail..Getting a fail doesn't matter cos it was my mistake and all I needed to do was not to sit n cry but just to concentrate more on that subject. What really mattered was the professor again!! He was secondary to the one I was too scared of. My face showed no expression as I kept walking towards the building.
I mumbled a few words as I took the next few steps, "My worst day....!" Then again, " God.. I know you have abandoned me..its my mistake anyways..I know we both are not together..you've given me the best punishment.."
She was there! Yes..the madam in charge of fining students..LOL!! When I kept moving forward, my friend motioned to me and I just found her talking with one of her colleagues..I so very casually crossed her!
Number 1 huddle tackled!!
It was my homework..The moment I entered class, I started copying the homework so did the rest of my class! To my amazement, nobody got their answers completely..Since nobody could get their answers, the homework was dropped. Number 2 tackled!!
The second hour after lunch was my Number 3 problem. The professor brought our test papers. I felt my heart skip a beat. I sat idle cos I didn't know whether to cry or whatever! His very first words for our class were, "Your performance is very poor compared to your previous tests.." I started sweating all over.
He pulled out a paper. The very first student was remarked to have poorly performed in short answers. He called out the next name. That was me! My face went nervous. He said 'no word' but handed over my paper. I quickly went to my seat and turned it over only to find a very good mark! Amazing yaar..just amazing!! A miracle!! All my friends I knew as bright students had scored low marks. What more can I say!! I was forced to believe this..
Sometimes its really difficult to understand our loving God who hugs us and says, " Fear not..for I am with you!!" while everyone else hurt us and wound our hearts.
